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New Year
by Asterion
24 JAN 2025

I want to create. There is nothing deeper to it. The mistake I've been making is thinking there is. I had a naive desire of being a philosopher or author or intellectual big-wig or what-not-else. Why? I don't know. I probably just have a big ego. I thought I knew it was dumb for a while, but I kept fallaciously thinking that I'm special for no particular reason. Thinking I was, by the way, is what led to all these "premable" posts where I teased/emulated creation without actually doing it in the rare bursts of inspiration I felt before procrastinating again.

Being an artist is good enough for me. Therefore, this will be the last post of this kind I make. This year and the years following will be creative. I will use this blog to show my creations to the world. Maybe someday some of those creations will be like those from creators I look up to, but I'm not counting on it. I create for me... because I like it, I'm good at it, and it makes me feel alive.[1]

Here soon, if I figure out how to format them on a page, I'll add a section to the blog for my drawings and photos. Maybe I'll use it like an independent Pinterest profile too, but I'm not sure how that would work copyright-wise. The [posts] section will be for my written creations. I've been thinking about hex tile wargames recently and might make one of my own, so look out for that.

[1] I AM the one who REFERENCES.